One day I will live...

shhhh

I can’t stop. I hope the music in my ears gets so loud I go deaf. I wouldn’t be too upset. It would be worth it. It’s the only thing I have nowadays. Music. It is overshadowed by my thoughts though but it helps pass the time regardless. Silence will drive a lonely  man insane. The funny thing is I was fishing and caught a beautiful fish bigger and better than most. I had to catch and release because the fish was far from my boat. My boat sits here in a giant dark ocean filled with every type of fish you can imagine. I am alone on it and it’s discomforting. I wish I had a fellow fisherman nearby to conversate with but unfortunately when I look around they are all using dynamite to catch the beautiful fish. They have no respect for the fish of this ocean. They are pathetic but they catch way more fish than me. A lonely old school-er using a string and a worm. I’d rather have my dignity and respect than have a bunch of fish to brag about. It’s sad how this place works. Whoever has the shiniest boat or the most fucked up tactics gets the golden prize. Then down the road the fisherman gets sick of the beautiful prized fish and so he kills  it from the inside out. It’s hard to explain but once you see it you know what I’m talking about. Anyhow I don’t have much else to say. For now my worm and string sits dry on my spool awaiting to be tossed back into the depths of the ocean.